♥Monday, November 07, 2005
31st October- Remarkable day for me, my final project presentation in Foundation, & because its 31st.. hhehe.. I know this entry is kinda late, and ya I do now i still have other things to blog and update such as my last day of Foudation. But nevertheless, lets do things step by step. haha I AM REALLY BUSY!
Yeah after one month plus of hard hard work, finally its the time to present my master piece on Conjoined twins. Issue question : medical intervention on Conjoined twins. So as fate would have it, I was the last on the list to present. How bad luck can that be? Well , so basically it was anxiety ciculating in my ciculatory system for the whole time. *thats the problem of being the last one, just let me go first and i will get over it asap* I will not say the system of selecting who is going first is palpably unfair, so I will not whine so much bout it but resign for fate ba. First, lets talk about my bestest twins' presentation on Body image. Yeah a recent and controversial topic. During her interaction part, she popped a question at the audience Kayan: so X, which artist will wish to be like due to the his or her body image (The qns was something like, thou i can't remember her exact words).X: i will want to be blah blah blah due to his moral values and has nothing to do with body image( these were his exact words) I can remember so clearly because I regard that as the most imbecile ans ever answered. I admit I do make such mistakes too, but its quite clear in this case that X was trying hard to put Kayan twins at a difficult spot. WHAT WAS THE "BUT IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH BODY IMAGE " SENTENCE FOR? clearly and obviously to harm my twinsZ!That was what happen for TwinsZ! X was suppose to be presenting before me, and being the smart ass fellow he is, and me the blur and i really htink quite stupid girl, I have never thought of trying to change positions with anyone! YA I WAS DUMB! I AGREE. this world is full of cunning fox, AILEEN WAKE UP. I SHOULD HAVE CHANGED TOO! arh but nvm bout that, I have learnt my lesson about that and will be more alert next time.During X's presentation, it was about the UN, i happen to have heard this presentation before, which means I know the answers to his questions for the audience. SO ENTHU! I answered almost half of the quiz. WHAT WAS I THINKING? hm.m.. maybe what was in my mind was also a cunning thought " i haven present yet, I better not harm anyone if not I will die while presentation" Okay so it was my turn to present, during my interaction part, I had a debate as to whether medical intervention should interfere into lifes of conjoined twins. I was standing on the opposition stand.X asked : So if there was a pair of twins who are mutualy dependent, and can only survive for another 1 year or so, will u still not allow a surgery operation if it means killing one of the twin?Aileen: Well, i still don't think we should sacrifice one of the twin, because it is ethically wrong, and if u think of the financial problems their parents may face, its so expensive, and it may not be .... X interupts: WHAT IF THERE WERE FROM A WEATHY family!*SHIT U LAH, I CANNOT SPEAK FIRST AR, ladies first ar, ungentleman jerk*Aileen: okay since u say they are from a weathly family , but do u know that normally twins that are mutally dependent, after killing one of them for the other to surivive, the frequency of the other twin surviving is low too?X: What if we separate them and put them on life support machine for life?AIleen : * really feel like saying hey shut the hell up and just continue to hear me can?* so me keeping to my calms answered: life support machine for life? are u sure u want their life in this way? will they be accepted in jobs? and blah blah blah blah...ARH SO DAMN ANGRY WITH THEM.. and for the next few days of presentation, X did not do what he did to those people on the first day. For some inexplicable reason, X decided to be a chatterbox on the first day of presentation, SEI 8 GONG! thats the only thing i can say. Really wonder who was the folly. Thats that make you feel any better when people can't reply your questions? Does that make u feel any better if you are the only Foundation student who is able to get into the uni? Have it ever cross your mind that everyone needs the marks badly as much as you need it? or Does helping others tarnish your reputation of getting into our desired faculty in uni?DAMN! Why can't all of us just be helping each other getting into our desired faculty rather than harming each other. I really wish to see u as a forlorn figure standing alone. Aileen
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