♥Wednesday, February 08, 2006
Wrote an entry on animal liberation on my multiply blog last spring. Did mention something about the circus, where people do not realise that behind the smiles of animals is an industry built on suffering. And the trauma inflicted on them is not what we can as circus viewers can understand.It seems that the same suitation have loomed upon ...The sadness is not palpable. The trauma is not comprehensible. Everything seems to be an impediment. Just have no idea where this being stands anymore. Have she been debilitated? Asking for perfection is never what a normal being is able to withold. BUt what about nearing to perfection? It may be too much she is asking. But is that true? Can she deceived herself with the fact that everything is unpredictable and even when the weather is hot you still have to go out or other way to improve the suituation is to hide in an air con room? Everything just have to move on. She never seems to be happy with what she have gotten. Her achievments- what defined by others but never by herself. She frets about everything in life, and holds little confidenence in herself and thats when some idoitic b******s will comment that she is just fishing around for praises that she wished to be drowned in. She does have friends who envy her that she can keep her thoughts in a simple state and lead a life as a kid watching cartoons and listening to all the kiddo songs. Its true she does control her thoughts quite well. But there is always a max level, where its time for a dormant volcano to erupt. And it happened all at one go. She is aware after a while everything will be fine soon again. She is just awaiting. And learning to leave that comfort zone. Thats life. unpredictable. predestined. ennui.
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