♥Friday, March 03, 2006
Went back to Malaysia on the 20th of Feb and came back only yesterday. Since uni offcially starts on the 27th of feb, it explains that I have missed one whole week of lectures and tutorials. Met up with Twins, Chwen Huey and Sam planned to get to uni to settle our tuition fees as today is also the closing date.Twins pass me all my materials for Biomedical Science, did not really pay much attention to the stuff inside the bag till I got home.Human bio unit online, Medical lab unit online blah blah blah.. and suddenly something captivating really caught my eyes. " WITHDRAWAL FROM PHARMACY"The uni actually issused that to me. Its true I have withdrawed from school of Pharmacy, but never did I ever expect to see SOLID PROOF.I was not the one who did all the paper and admin work to withdraw from School of Pharmacy, so I guess at that point of time I only accepted that I am no longer going to be a Pharmacist.But when I looked at the solid proof today, WOO HOO<>I don't really know how to explain how the feeling is.With so many things happening at one thing, so many harsh decisions made, I really don't know how to pen down how I feel.i can only say 20th Feb, marks a total change in my life. I seemed to have been transported to Venus instead of living on Earth.My life shattered.Everything took for a change.I can't accept death at all.Wish for a miracle in Medicine.can't come to grips that its now 4 and no longer 5.Everything shrinks.My uni pathway is selected in less than a minute hesitation.But everything has to settle down again. Emotions, studies and everything. The passion for a new course has to be developed too * don't ask why i change to biomedical suddenly* Face up to reality and life still has to go on.Life in unpredictable. Today you see someone sleeping sweetly on the bed in the pink of health but the next day you see him/her in a coffin. THATS LIFE. Who wishes to teach me to accept?
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