♥Monday, March 05, 2007
Conclusion after 1st week of uni:No longer ardent to attend lectures, labs.
Feel coerce,
I am like heading for the "failure abyss"
Feel the sense of consternation.
Intention:
Try even harder.
Pray hard that things will not perpetually be like that for the whole semester.
People encourage me !~!~!~!
And you know whats even worst?
I need to once again go for a series of driving tests!
I am aware that this is the regulation in WA that Malaysian drivers are not ailenic.
Yes I am damn elated that I pass my driving in Malaysia JUST AT ONE GO, MAUNAL CAR.
In short, I CAN DRIVE NOW LEGALLY.
Unfortunately, I rather get people to drive me around.
My friends are mocking really hard, due to the fact that young people will be really excited and full of energy driving around after passing their tests.
It does not go the same for me!
Driving really drives me up the wall.
I feel so stress,
Panic when people honk at me
Panic when I see other cars approaching.
OH MAN, wonder how I passed?
I was just confident that day.
Now?? DON"T ASK ME
Since I was back, I did drive around, but still not at the peak condition yet to go for a test in WA
Testing centers here are really strict.
Definately not the time to take it now.
I thought I could drive for 1 whole year with my Malaysian licence.
BUt they changed the regulations this year, 3 mths allowed only!
Therefore I can't drag any longer.
I really need to get out the phobia of driving, and practice and practice till I can pass at one go again.
Because its really $$$ here, all you wish is to be able to pass at one take. NO NGS
Due to uni, due to driving, I am so very lacked of confidence now. look even the pics looked lack of something.. something something.. i don't noe what..
SMILE AGAIN.
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