♥Thursday, July 19, 2007
STOP IT!
"SO THIN" its getting on my nerves. I herby declare, I am stick thin, not because I asked for it. I take all my meals. I am not like those on screen celebrities *nicole richie* who adores being the stick infrastructure they are.
I eat and I REALLY DO. I may not be eating a lot a lot a lot, and thats not because I want to remain how I look. i have a small stomach, which explains the low threshold for food. But i get hungry really fast due to high metabolite rate! And I continue to eat!
So stop it! stop telling me I am very thin. Stop telling me my legs are very thin, stop telling me my arms are scary like its going to break.
Wonder why I am always in jeans, despite the weather back here? I don't feel good as well okay! I don't like the way my legs are. True its reassonably long. But its ugly like mulnutrition and true enough it does look so wobbly and thin. Its ugly. I noe that. So i choose skinny leg jeans, to hide the ugly sight and to at least express the reasonably long legs of mine. Its till thin but thats the best I can make up from what I am blessed with!
And why always 2 piece? like a tee inside and den another top outside. Well its not because I want to look sophiscated. Wearing just a tee, I will look even thinner. Wearing just a sleevless top or razor back top, my way too small arms will be seen, and my bony shoulders and neck will be revealed. Its ugly! explaining why I play with fashion, and try to wear clothes that best hides the unsightly sights.
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I TOO WANT TO WEAR SHORTS okay!
I TOO WANT TO WEAR THOSE HIGH HEELS but I know it will only make my leg look thinner.
So please I beg, don't keep saying "omg why u so thin" or stuff like that. I am truely aware that me standing at a height of no more den 1.65m and weighing only 40 kg is very terribly thin. I don't need and more disgusting comments saying I am thin. I don't mind people saying " wow u very thin leh" I can still accept. BUt please stop asking me WHY I AM THIN. DON"T ASK! I DON"T NOE NEITHER and I did not chose to me. Comment but don't ask. yes thats the take home phrase today. COMMENT but don't ask!
I blogged@: 6:49 PM