♥Monday, September 01, 2008
At times I really irk at the idea of being taken advantage or to benefit on the expense of another. The thought of it just disgust me entirely.I do question myself too, to reflect on my behaviour, whether I was the one being selfish?A question left unanswered, pending till I do more soul searching. I can't help but feel irritated and turn off when I feel that I have been taken advantage of, and totally not being appreciated. I don't need a red carpet, or a bouquet of effloresce neither do I need a huge felicitation for a "great" job done. All that Im asking, is not to sieze any opportunity to take advantage of me, leeching off me. Not to mention I'll give u a egregious expression when asked to help, Im also rather sure I am not so self centered till i decide to zipped myself off all sharing.A little look around is TOTALLY FINE. but the full time possession upon borrowing just allow me to term as UNTHOUGHTFULNESS & INCONSIDERATENESS! Any more doubts, I'll never hesitate to help neither. And even if you keep pestering I will still help with slightest change in temper, keeping to my cools. In addition, it wasn't even the bset work ever done, that I am very proud of. I tried , and tried and tried with all my wits to come up with something. WHen at the end of the day, what you had initially or after is way much defined a good reference for me to learn. Help , i'll always try my best, I will, but plz draw a line clearly. REally not trying to contend that I want to be isolated and be selfish bout everything. There is time when I need help too, desperate help too, but I believe I always try to come up with something I can call MY OWN, and i doubt I ever hold possession of it allowing people to feel hurt and being taken advantage. If ever, hesitate not to approach me .IM really sorry I need to post this, cos I think my tolerance level is dipping low.
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