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♥Saturday, October 25, 2008


Hurdles after hurdles.
Failure before success.
Everything thats part and parcel of life.

At this moment, here I stand with adrenaline packed up in my circulation, I meet the last hurdle of my education life. This probably isn't all that bad compared to a mother in her last trimester of pregnancy, or suspected prostate cancer man awaiting a direct rectal examination (DRE). Last few weeks of university and after which graduating with my first and highly possible last degree in my life. Its a mix feeling of confusion and anxiety which stimulate your body for the last ran either to battle it out or to give up completely.

Although the next challenge will be ending my years of innocence and enjoyment as a student, and taking the first baby step out to years of career development- this is way ahead of what I can think of now.

The prevailing fear of whether I can end my studying and mugging years without a hitch is stealing my optimistic thoughts. Im aware I cannot be emo (define by chee -depress ,waiting to give up feeling).

Therefore to all my friends, this is our last 100 m run , pick up, sprint, and aim for that bull eye we have been waiting for all these years.

AS easy as it may sound from less than 10 mins typed up post.. fuk lah.. im still very scared.. lol


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