♥Saturday, December 06, 2008
please congratulate me with the utmost cheery blessings ~.. no idea how u gonna do that.. haha IM TRILLED BEYOND WORDS~ Results have been leaked via some " illegal" website which some smart arses managed to get hold of. Who cares anyway, as long as I was able to access my results, instead of the long knife stabbing wait. I pass all my units ! In other words, Im done with uni !!! Alright take that back, because it might seemed to early to declare the end yet, as the offical results ain't out. Never trust the "black market" so much eh! Its difficult to pen how I really feel now. But im sure this is wot the old chinese saying state " gain something and lose something " you de you shi. My mind feels like a mix turmoil. Just hours ago, days ago, I was panicking whether I was able to make it this thus far, now Im shedding tears of pain, rather than the usual joy, can this be justified? I have no idea too. All thats felt is " guilt, disappointment and dismay" If everything can be disinter and surface again as crystal clear as to why all this have taken place, will be great. But how am I suppose to do that. Yes im sturbborn, all these while, selfish and living in my delusion that everything is fine. Snapping back to the fact, its not.
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