♥Wednesday, April 29, 2009
I always thought 2009 have been a rather great year for him. The start of the year haven been quite a pain to me, forgetting the fact that it started off with me celebrating CNY and my 21st birthday alone. But i got something in return, my first paid job as a qualified medical scientist! I really feel bless that my year seems to be getting really smoothly. Jan- 21st birthdayfeb- found a job, GRADUATED and had great time spending with my girls. March- feel really delighted because of a friend who never fails to bring me joy. April- Thought im falling in love and thats the one, but turns out everything was a bull.May- depression?June- .... Everything went quite well, and oh yea also my dog in march or april.I think my greatest pain is going through heartbreaking news, and having to accept the fact that i was once again blinded by love. And have to really term myself as a failure in my love life. I seldom talk bout my love life, because I think its something I wanna keep private. But at this stage, I have to rely back on my blog to comfort me. Because pain is really running in my blood. Everyday, every moment , once i shut my eyes, till i open my eyes, flashes of memories can be visualised. I am sure there will be a day hopefully, i will get over all these. BUt right now, at this moment, I rather be push down a cliff and let my pain bleed away.
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